APRIL; me.

2006-02-04T00:08:00.000+08:00

CHANGE OF LINK!

hello people. please relink please! (:

2006-01-30T14:41:00.000+08:00

okay. my blogskin sucks. i cant wait to change it. its so sick! AHHH! really, its making me not wanting to blog. yea, its sucks to start a blog entry like that but who cares. heck it.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL. and whoever it is.

chinese new year always means angpaos and newyear goodies. yeah and its always time to go on a diet and cut down on the goodies. lol.

my days have been normal and usual so far. nothing unusual happened yet. i caught the memoirs of geisha on friday and its a good show! very expressive and so literature. school had this chinese new year celebration. it was fine i guess. nothing much actually. the best part was when the 4 boys went up on stage to do some martial art stuffs. yeah.

i had my reunion dinners on sat. before that was at tamp mall shopping with sis. bought another pants and top. im so going broke. but its okay, money is coming in soon soon real soon! yesterday was the first day of chinese new year, i went to my both grandma's place. collected ang paos. i dint do any visiting yesterday! visiting my both grandma's place are not counted so yea.

but on the happier note, my mum's friends are all coming over to my place later tonight. okay.

i have nothing else to blog bout anymore. cos my skin sucks. HAHA.
how stupid.

but memoirs of a geisha is really nice. go catch it if you havent! (:

2006-01-24T16:35:00.000+08:00

felt like blogging. even though i dont really have the mood to even blog these days.

mum went to school today. ohwells. nothing much to say bout that either. lol. homework are piling up and its getting higher and higher! thats kinda sad i must say. i better be consistent in my work.

on the lighter note, chinese new year is coming. but somehow i just feel that this year's new year is kinda screwed up. i have no idea why i feel that way. but ohwells. screw it since its gonna be screwed anyways.

okay. nothing else to say anymore. i must be very very careful with my words too.

ohyeah! it was adam, sham and fareez birthday yesterday! so erm. happy belated birthday! (:

2006-01-22T00:49:00.000+08:00

its 21 january today. somehow i feel that today its special. but i did nothing. wth.
well, what else. okay nvm. how sweet.

well, this blog thingy has caused a hell big commotion. my tagboard seems super hot. so hot that i bet everyone visits my blog. lol. friends, bdsians or mayb even teachers or whoever. -.- i ahave to think bout the consequences whenever i want to post a photo. erm. yeah. no offensive ones. even if there is one, definitely not in any uniform, be it association or club or WHATEVER. erm. yeah. i feel like changing my link. rubbishy-me sounds super stupid. its rubbish. haha. i thot of this url in sec1. that really explains it. haha.

anyways, thanks for the concern to all. its the little things and the small gestures that really matters. the power of our life is not the great things that we do but it is the small little stuffs that we do. it really matters to me! really thank all of you. okay decided not to list the people out cos its too long a list. no words can describe how thankful i am to all my friends.

hm. what else to blog bout. this is so random! ohyeah and please keep the tags coming in. cos i love the tags. so tag more please. (:

okay. whatever. bye! its sun. 1.10am in the morning. bye all. <3

oh! im getting new year clothes tmr. (:

2006-01-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

i removed the pictures in my blog is because the pictures reflected a bad image to my school and that i do not want to get my friends into any other trouble. it was my fault that i posted the pictures into my blog and it is wrong to post such offensive pictures into my blog. i apologised for all the trouble i caused by posting the pictures in my blog when everyone could see. i promised that i will not do it again and that i will not post such offensive pictures in my blog again. once again, i apologised for all the trouble i caused to my friends.

2006-01-14T20:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELEN. -my maid.
we had some bbq thingy at home for her. mum opened red wine.

WA LAU. ITS SO HARD TO DECIDE WHETHER TO GO TAIWAN OR SEC1 CAMP. OR I SHOULD JUST NOT GO BOTH. I HOPE MY MUM CHANGES THE DATE TO TAIWAN SO I CAN GO BOTH! hehe. *giggles* -.-

i stayed at home the whole day! was sort of grounded today. cant go church. ugh. how sad. halfway watching the online service, the thingy just had to stop and i couldnt even hear wad Pastor Kong was talking bout. was like hearing halfway den mum came back. so had to close it.

i did some homework. aly went shopping! thats so unfair. haha.
joy and kewei went church.
nad and the rest went airport to study.
APRIL WAS STUCK AT HOME.
very sad HOR.

i thot i lost all my testis for good. was so scared!
so kan cheong when i dun see them. haha.

i have to study for my history and POA test next week.
gosh. i so dun want to fail tests for the like first time or something.
it leaves bad impression! heh. history and poa is like so boring.
should have take lit instead.

okay what else. nothing? oh.
im getting more and more hardworking.
and im so proud of it! LOL. i love myself.
and my retarded friends of cos.

muackzXs woRrxzs.

2006-01-13T23:56:00.000+08:00

THIS SUCKS REAL BAD.

now i have to choose whether i wanna go for the sec1 camp or to my taiwan trip. meaning both of the trips i get to skip school. like whoa whoa. HAHA. but stil, i detest the feeling of skipping school. really dislike it. i cant decide la damnnit. sec1 camp or taiwan trip.

i get to be with my retarded friends in the sec1 camp.
i get to go shopping in my taiwan trip! lol.

MUAH. wan took the form of going to the sec1 camp too. hehe.

i cant decide la. i stil as indecisive as ever.
someone please decide for me?

2006-01-13T23:38:00.000+08:00

something real stupid la.
i bought my jacket to school today. thinking that it would be such a COLD weather. but nooo. the sun had to shine so bright. -.- how stupid. i feel so stupid. really. lol.

boring lessons today. chinese and poa.
poa is super boring. 3 periods i tell you.
had like picnic in class again.
we played softball during PE. i got HIT on the right *. hahaha.

went out of school for lunch with mervyn, nad, terence, sayhai, boo and julian.
at bedok corner. was hungry la. aly dint wanted to go!

went back. slacked in school. the soil and mud and whatever it is in the field stinks. it smell like shit la please. haha. like some cow dung or something. the smell was so super duper strong la.

rushed home! got screwed by mum. im not angry this time cos i know im in fault. so yea.

wad else. we took pictures in aly's cam! gotta wait for her to send me.
den i upload the pictures and show you people! =)

alyssa roxanne seah;
dont be sad girl. dont become another khalidi and emo emo k.
cheer up please and smile! love you laaaaa. (:
let me give you a big passionate kiss. MUACKxXx -.-
lol.

2006-01-12T20:38:00.000+08:00

its stil been raining! hurhur. -.-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACQUELINE AND JONATHAN LIM! (:
HAPPY FIFTEENS. <3

lessons have been as boring as ever and that im at least putting some stupid efforts trying to listen and pay attention in class. im such a good girl. gosh. lol. fast today! was so hungry. so many food around me. HAHA. my class is such a fatty.

i was like a stupid loner la after school. LOL. all my friends went out of school. dint get to see all of them. in the end, luciana had POA lessons. so yeah. i finish my maths exercise.

more homeworks to go.

and NADIAH AND JOEL,
I DINT SEND FLYING KISS ACROSS THE CANTEEN.
THAT UTTERLY DISGUSTING. -.-

2006-01-10T16:00:00.000+08:00

its a hols today! it rained too. its raining everyday la damnnit.

shalala. im so bored. i stil havent finish my amaths question. being sec3 is not good and fun at all. gosh. ive been complaining bout sec3 life and all. but so are the rest of the sec3s. complaining together bout sec3. lol. how funny. wanted to go and get new year clothes and notebook with aly today. we should have made plans earlier!

so bored. no one is online to talk to me. im away too.
ALY WHERE ARE YOU. -.-

ugh. you dont have much to do online actually. all you can do is to chat on msn, friendster and check out the blogs. what else. ah. this is super random random la.

my sister took my cam and i dunno when shes returning it to me.

just felt like changing my email add and my blog add.

sheesh!

2006-01-09T22:28:00.000+08:00

BIATCH. FREAK.

i really dunno you as a daughter.

2006-01-09T22:03:00.000+08:00

okay i blogged halfway den i went out with my dad to fetch my sister. my mum scolded me cos i dint tell her i was going out with my dad. how stupid and dumb. ugh.

before i start,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLAD AND BARBARA. (:
sorry barbara for not meeting you today! dint bring my phone out to school. sorry girl. loves.

ITS HAS BEEN RAINING. DOT DOT DOT.

school days have been fine so far i guess. nothing much happened. nothing exploded or got bombed yet. erm. my class is like fine i must say. they are not as bad as i thot. quite funny and noncensical too. haha. hmm. full of greedy people. everyday confirm have food to eat in class! with them passing around and sharing the food. have been enjoying my class times so far.

ohyeah. doc. chan is my chem teacher! damn cute man she. weilie was like purposely trying to make her and all. cant believe someone whos in so many scandals and getting so many lawsuits and all is my teacher. marcus and gang even had a fanclub for her! so glad that mdm teo is not my teacher. -.-

went to eastpoint today. was wet again. wanted to get a pretty notebook for school to write down school stuffs and all. BUT couldnt find any! ohwells. lalala. i wanna get my chinese new years clothes. cant wait to get them.

its a holiday tmr and i stil feel the stressed. ohyeah. there's alot of WHITE hair on my head. argh. damnnit la. either im getting old or im just too stressed. or rather its in the genes? gosh. i need to relac relac. LOL. i need alot of laughs everyday.

thanks for all the very nice laughters everyday! (:

2006-01-08T00:34:00.000+08:00

had service just now. i mean sat!
nopi, huiwah, jennifer, sean and another girl came!
word was very good.

went simpang to eat.

lalala. (:

i am what i am.

2006-01-06T22:11:00.000+08:00

finally the parade is over. i had to look super serious during the parade. trying to hard not to laugh! ugh. haha. but it was fun i guess. had performance too. ohwells. lalala.

went to tamp mall with wan, aslam, mervyn, faiz, kewei, boo and joy.
ate kfc. usual talks. crapping. blah. lalalala.

had 3 periods of poa today. damn boring. was falling asleep.
yaoyong was like so blur. -.-

MY FRINGE SUCKS TODAY. UGH.

band rocks! (:

2006-01-05T22:18:00.000+08:00

realized that i dint blogged. aight.
tmr is the cca + the parade.
its kinda exciting i must say! haha.
lessons was fine i guess. tried to pay attention for all the classes.
even though its super boring.

my chem class is kinda fun i guess.
hahaha. lalala.

bye! =)

2006-01-04T21:20:00.000+08:00

i miss shouting across to tui's class during lesson time.
trying so freaking hard to talk to each other!
haha. it was so fun la. now no more!

=(

2006-01-04T20:55:00.000+08:00

i blogged yesterday and there was some error thingy.
okay school stil suck real bad la. nothing changed.

had some peerleader programmes before class.
attended some of the lessons today.
and its so boring. had 2 free periods. cos ms hoori had her doc app.
ohwells. lalala. i have maths and english homework! -.-

ohyeah my phy teacher is mrs chia. -.-
erm. haha. no comments. the people in my phy class was fine!
lucky i have shamyn with meee!

band and parade.
halfway during parade. it started to rain heavily la.
it was like getting heavier and heavier! gosh.
we're like alll wet la. haha. but we couldnt move. -.-

so tiring man. sadness.

2006-01-03T20:46:00.000+08:00

my first day at school suck alot.
im like so tired. dint feel well for the whole day.
eyes hurt like crazy. ugh.

parade was tiring and hot.

lalala.

my teachers all suck.
erm. yeah. with a forgetful form teacher who keeps counting and counting the rows of my class in the hall like as if there are a 400 rows in front of her? when there's only 4. -.-

my timetable are fine i guess. just that the teachers kinda suck. except for beena! i got her for my SS teacher. how sweet. i was so happy la. erm. thank God i dont have to stay back during any days! =)

2006-01-02T16:07:00.000+08:00

last day of hols ald. how fast can that get. its like just yesterday when my sec2 endyear exam just ended. haha. AND NOW? A NEW YEAR TO START WITH ALD.

going to school every monday to friday. seeing ms abraham's face on the stage. how horrible. and worse, sitting with class in the hall. lol. borrrrring la.

they took away the ace-learning without me completing it! HOW? damnnit.

ohwells. this is so random random!

grandma is over at my house. shes staying for dunno how long. gotta take care of her. gosh. mum is so gonna start nagging and nagging. the usuals. how lame and dumb. never ending nags.

school is real fun without homework, tests and exams. agreed?

ohwells. bye.

2006-01-01T15:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE!
okay. actually theres this post that i saved as draft to post. but erm. it was halfway typed. so decided to complete it after i finish this stupid post requested by ALYSSA, that crazy girl. she wants me to blog detailed. okay. shall blog detail-ly. shes such a APRIL's royal blog reader! lol. k la fine. im hers too. this post is gonna be long with many pictures.

31-21-2005. the very last day of 2005!
okay. mum woke up to go to hospital to visit my grandma. spent some time with her. it was raining like siao. i took a cab from the hospital to outram park mrtstation. i had to fold my bloody jeans up cos it was flooding. okok. left for church for the last service of the year. the service was good. it very good close up for the year. dont look back at the negative stuffs that happen cos it will hinder you! okay. after service. waited for some others while being so usual. took pictures again la. haha. erm. had fun. left for 85 market at bedok for w115 dinner! it was great la. guess wad. it was a whole big group of us eating together!

the people are brotherkenneth, me, joy, kewei, zhanwei, joseph, yujie, natalia, zhuting, josephine, max, SK, medaline, nadia, wansing, eileen tan and chia, tony, marilynn, gabriel, joalin and lifang. okay. i hope i dint miss out any of you people!

oh yeah. SK is super cocky! HAHA. lifang, joy and me were trying to jump to touch this signboard thingy den he was like AIYA. STIL NEED TO JUMP. I TOUCH CAN ALD AH! LOL.

left halfway to esplanade. the crowd was horrifying i must say. like crazy people. sayhai and me couldnt find boo and the others. it was so screwed la at first. in the end, i countdowned with him. watching the fireworks! oh. i got a video of it. its beautiful laaaa. haha.

SIDETRACK FOR A WHILE.
theres this banglah in front of me which i initially thot was a lady cos HE was with long curly bangs. okay. it was very squeezy. suddenly, there was this commotion at the right so he turned so head AND HIS BANGS HIT MY FACE TWICE! GOSH. i was like so speechless la damnnit. haha. ARGH.

okay. erm. back. wanted to find boo and the rest at clarkquay but too lazy la. den saw nicholas and the others! haha. erm. followed them. took pictures. stupid nicholas was like busy posing for my cam! some left. janice, julia, kiathua, ariff, nicholas, nick, suraiman, sayhai and asraff. went simpang. walked to cityhall and actually the left train left but there were many people so they opened ONE more last train for us! feeling so happy that some banglahs were like jumping jumping on the escalator. it was so funny i tell you! julia and me were laughing like siao ding dongs. kiats and asraff went home. we walked to simpang. ate prata. drank milo. THANKS ARIFF FOR THE TREAT! (: erm. wan came to pick me up and went home!

okay. im so lazy to continue la.
so tired. i fell asleep while talking to him. ohwells. pictures!!!!

AFTER CHURCH;

AFTER COUNTDOWN;

okay. this extra big picture is for closing this blog entry! LOL. happy new year people. =)

ohyeah. mervyn is back! (:

2005-12-31T00:22:00.000+08:00

okay its 31 dec 05'. which means that this is the last day of 2005. i decided to write a post that sums up the whole of 2005.

erm. basically the whole of 2005 was not exactly bad. there were definitely good and bad times. up and down times. got into class 2b. a great class and made loads of great friends there. knowing that they are there for me all the time and cheering me up whenever i have some kinda serious moodswing. slacking with me in class when our mind start to drift apart during lessons. getting scolded together for talking and fooling around. people like ros, vivienne, nadiah, claire and syahidah. one hella big thanks.

despite not being in same class with kewei and joy. our friendship is stil as strong. thats something real good bout. we dint quarrel for the whole year. how SOLID eh. serving God together. being in the same cellgroup and all. all the encouragements and retard-ness together. its great having the two of you as my sisters in Christ and my best friends.

many many thanks to the cellgroup too. most importantly, BrotherKenneth. thanks for everything youve done for the cellgroup. teaching me and having online prayer conference together. bringing me for breakfast! sending me to school. talking to me. of cos. not forgetting the other brothers and sisters in the cellgroup. had great fun with you guys. people like, joalin, josephine, nat, zt, marilynn, lifang and the others!! its great knowing you guys.

thanks mervyn for the advices and fun youve given me. for being such a great friend.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU LA! lol.

this is super short cos im lazy to continue ald.
hope that 2006 would be a fruitful and great one too!

2005-12-30T23:51:00.000+08:00

okay. went for the thanksgiving cellgroup. last cellgroup of the year. its been great have all of them with us la. helping me with my spiritually life. it was fun. had games and all. lol. too lazy to upload the photos. but only gonna upload one! lol.

awards;
shine like stars; eileen chia!
most zealous; wansing!
best bible study teacher; sherrie!
best newcomer; lifang!
love of christ; singyee!
WORLDSHAKER AWARD; ZHANWEI!

cell is great la today. more awards but cant remember. too many la. everyone's a winner!

thanks brotherkenneth for assuring me with your words. yes i know everything is gonna be alright. (:

2005-12-30T15:17:00.000+08:00

kewei and joy stayed over at my place last night.
chatted and took super lame pictures till bout 5.
kewei and me were comparing bout who need for energy for today.
cos she have CO. and i have DRILL. what do you think. -.-

okay. slept at 5. woke up at 7.45? when i was supposed to meet aly and sayhai at tanah merah. lol. too tired ald. erm. rushed. kewei's mum send us to school. got scoldings. did drill. erm. bubu came! shes damn retarded and her laughter is damn horrible. got the uniform for the parade.

ooh. we were stepping on the puddles of water at each other. its fun! =)

blah blah blah. matthias is super retarded also.
me, sayhai, aly and matthias ALL have craves for katong laksa. lol.
so we went to eat! HAHA. yeap. saw marc!

erm. thanksgiving cellgroup later.
not sure if i could make it.

ERM. THE PEOPLe. if you wonder. thats aly's hand.

bubu and sharif are dating. HAHAHA.

ps. im stil damn sad that im in 3c. -.-

2005-12-29T18:06:00.000+08:00

okay people. im in 3c. this is a super sad news.
its a class filled with irritating and idiotic boys.
good luck to me okay. i just hope it wont suck as much as i thot.
only 13 girls in my class. how err. nice.

but thank God that shamyn, jingying and yiwen are with me.
i stil cant accept the shitty fact that im in 3c. -.-

went to school to collect my books ive ordered. took so freaking long la. alyssa came. checked the classlist for next year. ms hoori is gonna be my form tutor. 3b got mr yip. lol. i dun mind maffy taking us! lol. ohwells. sadness. headed to katong to change my uniform. got size 36. it was dang big. too big i must say. but who cares.

I LOST $50 ~~MIRACLOUSLY~~ IN MY WALLET.
its been such a bad day.

2005-12-29T01:42:00.000+08:00

okay. realised that i havent been blogging much soooo long. hm. i started on my homework!
i did one comprehension. im actually proud of myself.
more to go though.

tuesday;
okay. first. im supposed to go for my brother's friend's wedding dinner. hes marrying a filipino. i dont exactly know why the sudden decision though. erm. ohwells. my brother called at 12.30. i just woke up. guess wad? the wedding is at 1pm. how nice of him eh. ended up went to get my uniform with hai.

wednesday; erm. just now.
band thingy. i dont even need to go la. it was ugh. nothing much to say.
peerleader meeting for next year sec1 orientation. erm. yes.
bandits left without me and aly. went to parkway with the peerleaders instead.
lunched and walked around. usual crapping.

went hospital. grandma had to undergo operation. yeaps. she was so in pain. it hurts to see her like that. was vomitting the milo she drank. lol. she had to take her dentures out too. hahaa.

lalala.

they were camera-whoring with my cam.

our very own. err. creation.

loveapril+

2005-12-27T00:39:00.000+08:00

okay. i changed my skin. its quite screwed up though.
i wanted to change the picture! but ah. forget it.
its so hard. lol. how sucky can that get. hmm.

=)

2005-12-26T22:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPYBIRTHDAY AMANDA LEE.
take care okay. hardly talk or meet up but i stil love you la okay! lol. missing you truckloads.

i went to watch NARNIA today with boo and nad. erm. quite a nice show.
very interesting. just that its too fantasy. heh.

meet sister and kelin at bugis. wait for mama and aunty jennifer.
went to eat steamboat. lol. was nice okay.
ate quite alot plus a cup of ice-cream.
fats are bulging out. ahhhhhhhh.

this is such a bad book. lol.

i have no idea wad these 2 man are doing.

FATS FATS FATS.
I WANNA CHANGE BLOGSKIN!

2005-12-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

i went to onetreehill just now. my father's mother's place. lol.
before that brotherkenneth came over to pick me to go suntec with julia, lifang, joalin and torrance.

ate alittle. sat around and talk!
its been so long since i met up with julia!
janice came after that.

got prensents from aunts. =)

i <3 julia! =)

2005-12-25T14:45:00.000+08:00

merry christmas again people!
going to aunt's place for dinner later.

details for yesterday.
had the christmas service. erm. quite a few turned up la!
lol. the drama was very nice and funny.
glad that some of them went down for salvation.

the people who went to eastcoast.
april, jingying, sayhai, kelvin, junrong, adele, jacqueline, joy, kewei, joalin, lifang, abian, nicholas, weian, daryl, joycelyn, frankie and keith! weiting and the others were there too. werent sitting with them though.

took like super ultra long to decide where are we going.
there are like many of us too. alot alot alot. lol.
ended up. we went to eastcoast- lagoon. for dinner or supper.
ate alot man! let me tell you wad my table ate.
if you wonder. we had the whole pavilion to ourselves with the 4 tables.

we ate bout $100.
5cups of sugar cane.
20piece bbq chicken wings. +2free.
1plate of stingray.
1plate of chilli crab.
1bowl of laksa.

erm. wad else. no idea.
ohyah! we countdown-ed at eastcoast. halfway while eating. guess wad. when we're countdown-ing, the people were looking at us like some freak idiots. giving us the face expression saying, "HOY I WANNA EAT LA. SO NOISY. SHUDDUP PLEASE." lol. cute la.

some of them went home.
den we walked. decided to go home too.

nothing much actually. kinda boring.
compared to last year! i had like real fun last year!
ohwells. this christmas isnt that bad too!

oh. thanks lam for that present! very sweet of you! =)

dint take alot of pictures. here, some of them.

2005-12-25T03:32:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
FELIZ NAVIDAD!

back from the so-called christmas celebration. ohwells. nothing much to say too. got home at bout 2 plus. details tmr or another day den. going to aunty's place for christmas dinner later in the evening i think. enjoy your christmas people! so long and goodnight! (:

2005-12-23T19:50:00.000+08:00

sec1 orientation today.
laughing spree today.

was supposed to sit nadiah's mum's car to school but erm. we're kinda late ald. so i quickly took a cab. just when i was making my shoes. nadiah's mum's car was right beside my cab. lol. the taxi driver was like waving to her mum.

taxi driver; you wave to her daughter den i wave at the mother la!

me; lol. ....zzz -.-

haha. anyways. erm. dint do much actually. just usher them to the places and all. lol. so cute la. they practically bring their whole family to go and buy books. very cute man.

been laughing since morning till like just now? lol.
was like very high la. especially fatin. she is crazy.
zakiah made me split my water out of my mouth.

parkway.
sayhai, chelsie, joshua, nadiah, alyssa and marc.
matthias came after that. lol.

nad made ezlink.
simpang. lalala. lol.

today is such a laughing spreeeee!
HHHHHHHHHHHHAAA.

ohyah. before i forget! tui got me a sheep for christmas present. but nice! haha. thanks tui.

joy and kewei coming over in the morning tmr to get clothes. lol.

2005-12-22T21:04:00.000+08:00

i was practically forced again to go help out at my grandma's shop. how idiot. was kinda busy today. ate alot too. yea.

missed the prayermeeting at church today.
couldnt go laaaaaaaaa.

ohwells. erm. nothing much to say toooo.
homework all not done. how shittty la!
like so angry. cos i wasted my november hols not doing the homework.
goshhhh.

ohwells. no time for regrets! start to do ald.

SEC1 ORIENTATION TMR.
bugis street with aly.

2005-12-22T02:06:00.000+08:00

its been quite a good day so far. besides having car sick when kelin is driving. the feeling definitely felt worse den deliverance okay. lol.

erm. woke up. rushed to church. -jurong building.
for zone prayer meeting. spiritual encounter with God. hm.
it was good i must say. cleanse me inside out.
people vomitting. screaming. coughing. crying. all out!
lol. well, i was one of them of cos. ahhh. felt soo good!

kewei, joy and me.
went to tiong bahru to meet sister with kelin.
they drove mum's car! lol. erm. yah. we went to eat.
east coast lagoon. ordered alot. but finished it all la!
not bloated i must say. take some pics. haha.
went parkway to walk around. got an esprit tanktop!

went to kallang to fetch mum. home.
now that im online. all my butt mates are offline! =(

nadiah and the others are gonna watch narnia tmr.
and i cant follow.
theres another some sort prayer meeting again tmr at church.
and i cant go! ahhhhhhh.

been going out though. ohwells. time to complete my homework.

okays PICTURES.

we took this picture with the polaroid!

pictures today! more actually. lazzzy.

oh i uploaded yesterday's pictures.
havent got junrong's pictures though.

as you can see. there are many retarded pictures of junrong. okay. hm. now you get an idea how he is like! lol. =)

2005-12-21T00:12:00.000+08:00

out today. okay i mean just now. went to plaza sing.
bought a skirt! hm. saw nice shirts.
gonnna get it la. wanna get jeans too.

watched KING KONG.
erm. quite a nice movie i guess.
with quite a boring introduction which actually took bout 1 hour?
lol. aly and me couldnt find a comfy spot to settle on. lol.
ohwells. its quite a nice movie. go catch it!

took some pictures. ah. lazy to upload. alright.
lalala. sec 1 orientation on friday.

2005-12-20T10:36:00.000+08:00

okay this is so stupid!
i woke up so early today.
9 something. erm. yea.

thanks to boo and luciana! lol.
ohwells. no actually thanks to MERVYN.
haha. hes in canada!

okay. hm. will be out later i guess to watch king kong.
lol. with the bandits. and ALYSSA! lol.
erm. im so sleeepy. ------------------

laters!

2005-12-19T20:37:00.000+08:00

went to work today.
grandma gave me 120. can do abit of christmas shopping!
lol. its like so boring.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
was like practically forced to go and help.

okay. im chatting with mai, aslam and khaili.
they are super dumb. lol.
off to chat now!

2005-12-18T23:28:00.000+08:00

back from the wedding dinner.
it was crap seriously. pretty pathetic.
no one's actually looking at the new wed's slideshow and all.
all were busy eating. how nice. lol.
and the MC of the dinner is quite bad actually.
cos it was so full of the malaysian accent.

not discriminating the accent but its just friggin irritating.

ohwells. hmm. wad else.
my mother is irritating.
very. ahhhhh. shes like nagging at us on the way there.
and on the way home. is she like done yet?

this is boring.
not talking for 1 week doesnt seem to make any difference to you.

2005-12-18T17:13:00.000+08:00

sunday. BrotherKenneth's graduation!
dint go. aww. ohwells.

watched mtv video music awards just now.
lol. its nice. watched it with ma brother.
hes such an idiot. seriously.

wedding dinner later.
i dun even know the person?
aights. gonna hit the toilet now.

blog when im back or something.

2005-12-18T02:12:00.000+08:00

decided to blog. even though im quite lazy.
its 2.10 now. joy and marilynn are staying over my place.
kewei went home just now. had fun la. usual stuff. lol.

went church just now. kiathua came! so happy.
anyways, service was great today. candlelight service.
the sight was super nice okay. ah.
kiats and my face appeared on the PDA screen.
gosh. zoom in somemore. lol. so paiseh! =x

im so lazy to upload somemore pictures ald la.
hm. hols are coming to an end. wth. so fast.
havent even started on my hols homework yet.

next week is christmas ald. haha. ahhhhh.
so friggin fast can?! heh.
countdown. lol. where should i go after church.

okay. hm. im so friggin tired.

i love all my darling friends.
muis. tuis. retardees. butts. spps. RedFatCircle.
bandits. classmates. schoolmates. USUAL5.
so bored that im writing this. lol. i love all la. zzz.

2005-12-16T17:36:00.000+08:00

okay. i went for band today.
donna and ahlin dint go.
i dint go for drill. jais dint come.
mingyao came. he taught us alittle of theory.
it was boring i must say. haha.

wanted to go and take my pay.
zzz. took 14 to plazasing.
me and tui missed the stop. cos we're sleeping. had to walk back.
andy say next week. wth.
walked around. ate. haha. hm. HOME.

i miss peerleader camp!

2005-12-15T21:44:00.000+08:00

back from camp like 1 day ago.
im stil like so bloody tired. my throat hurts.
even though its better ald. my voice sucks though.
damnnit. pek.

had band.
cellgroup.

home.

oh. i love camps. for some reasons.
i dunno what. lol. its like away from everything.
haha. stress-free baby.
oh. mervyn left for canada today.

wad else.
SAVE THE PIG'S BACON. GO VEGGIE.

2005-12-14T23:04:00.000+08:00

okays. i just woke up from my so called afternoon nap.
had no appetite to eat at all. ohwells. bout the camp!
not gonna be a super long entry. damn lazy.

FIRSTDAY:
i met adele at the bus stop den went to school. there's the gunung lambuk instructors there for today. they are really fun. good leaders in fact. was separated into chickenlittle and boogie at first. lol. played games. blah. was separated into groups again. ABCD. mine was group D. haha. had cheers. ah. games. basically just fun. there's 12 people in each group. ihsan, ros, adele, jingying were the leaders of the group. so yah. dint really sleep at night. slept at 4. couldnt sleeep. alyssa and me was practically not moving on the mat. nadiah was like taking up so much space! we couldnt even move. ohwells. was chatting with ros and the others. went canteen to find the boys. nightwalk. it was dang boring. i am so lazy to type. girls slept at hall. boys at classrooms.

SECONDDAY:
hm. we lead our games. played warriors. haha. the sec2s are practically dying. was super funny. lost my freaking voice. shouted alot la. cos of the cheers and all. had this tour thingy la. lol. was chatting alot with my group. that stupid marc and chermin definitely have alot to say! lol. my group thot of their performance. they act as if one of them got stroke and all. marc acted it! was so funny. cos chelsie was practically stroke-ing the whole the camp. even had a stroke clap! damn funny. haha. dint win the performance and all. but its okay. tot my group was good. the sec2s also had some dumbshit performance. lol. it was crap. had this so called nightwalk. it was boring. jingying and me were leading. i was scared la at first. den after that there was practically no one scaring us. had to find the lightsticks. blah blah. best camper was iskandar and atiqah. haha. debrief them alittle. instead of freaking drag them with the stupid lectures.. i wonder when are you ever done with your lectures? haha. only some will knwo who im talking bout though. lalala. only slept a few hours la. chatted with some of the sec2 girls. and mai, atiqah and ain. they are allowed not to sleep though. but they slept halfway. so me, lichin, fatin, zakiah and ros were chatting. lol. it was super funny. haha. HORNET ATTACK!! we were laughing like crazy. fatin was pushing my head down to the floor cos the sec1s were sleeping and i was laughing damn loud. lol. the boys were imitating the crazy frogs thingy in their room. some of the were playing uno. haha. the 5 of us went up to the pac room and chatted on our own la. was supposed to go sabo the girls. but end up. the 4 of them plus nadiah and jingying fell asleep! i was the only one left. find the boys. in the end dint sabo. they wouldnt let me sleep though. in the end, we all were tired so just slept at the boys' classroom on the tables. all of us were practically lying on each other. was actually lying on aslam's stomach den raihan's stomach den marc's stomach. in the end. i dint lie on any. aslam took my piglet.

THRIDDAY:
all of us woke up. the girls went back to the hall. adele and me were like practically running to the mats. lol. slept again. woke up. get ready. breakfast and all. haha. clear up the areas. all went to ava room. blah. the sec2s had to do this socalled test. haha. done it. sri came in to talk to us. hes good. the sec1s left. chatted with the sec3s. went to pac room to watch white chicks. haha. was super funny. they are mimicking the thingy. im so freaking pissed. hahaha. dumb plus dumb. most of us went to century square to eat. walked around. den went home. was so tired! ah.

anyways. ROJAK ROCKS. thats my group btw. the second day was a long post though. this whole camp is super leisure and fun. haha. =)

this is hell lot of pictures to upload. lol.

2005-12-14T17:13:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM THE PEERLEADER CAMP. (:
IT WAS QUITE FUN I GUESS. COMPARED TO LAST YEAR.

feeling super tired now. so many updates.
will update it in details later. with the photos!
LOL. WE TOOK LOADS OF PHOTOS TOGETHER.
loads loads. ohwells. hahaha. =)
it was grrrreat.

gonna sleeep now. laters.

ohyah. ROJAK ROCKS HARD! ((:

2005-12-11T21:36:00.000+08:00

peer leader camp tmr.
=)

i forgot to mention that nat is so sweet.
lol. she burn the pictures into a cd for all of us.
cos we took so many pics in her cam and she dint send to us!
haha. so many sweet memories! =)

lalala. i did nothing today.
watched mtv movie awards.
its unfair! lol. tom cruise carried dakota fanning!
haha. okays whatever.

2005-12-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

FIRST SERVICE AT EXPO!
samuel, nicholas, lifang, weijie, kenneth, andy and jingwen.
but weijie, kenneth and andy left halfway.

=) service was great. presense was super duper strong! ah.
lol. great service. word was good too. enjoyed.
next week is candlelight. cant wait!
just hoping that there wont be some spoilers trying to burn the whole hall down! haha.

dinner at expo. burger king. ah kewei and me queued for so long!
we had to order 7 mushroom swiss meal! ah. lol.
the people behind us were like super pek cek. cos me and kewei were like busy talking den stil order so many!
ate there. was sitting like some picnic. took pics.

OH BEFORE THAT.
papa came to fetch me to chinatown to get my cam! lol. =)
papa rocks. cos he always try his best to make me happy!
met jiejie. wooo. collecting my pay on friday. heh.
$88 i think. hahaha.
took mrt to expo with jiejie. hm. yeaps.

i love You i love You i love You.
my heart will follow wholly after You. (:

2005-12-09T22:11:00.000+08:00

celebrated joseph's birthday!
happy early birthday joseph.
his birthday is on sunday!

town. hm. yah. he was so shocked.
and embarrassed. lol. cos we're singing the birthday song.
we ordered a firehouse happy birthday for him! lol.
ah the pictures.

shocked, shocked and stil shocked.

mysunshine.

first service at expo tmr! excited.

2005-12-08T22:07:00.000+08:00

i went to work today at ma grandma's.
i ate alot. lol. =x
went to holland.v with uncle william to get coffeebean!

oh. i saw these little dumb drawings done by my uncle micheal behind at the backgate of the shop.
lol! i took pictures of it.

LOL. cos theres camera behind. and sometimes people at night have no place to urine so they will just urine there. my uncle went to draw all that! i was laughing like crazy. he claims that hes super creative. haha. just kill me.

i bought a book today! lol. =)

2005-12-07T23:38:00.000+08:00

IM SO HAPPY TODAY!
lol. =))) ((((: :))))

okays whatever. haha.
cellgroup meeting at kewei's house.
i was late! lol. sorry people.
word was good. every soul counts. its true!

went to eat den we all went to EXPO together. for the prayer meeting! its so big. like as if im attending some big concert! the presence was very strong! very good. my throat hurts when im praying. one part when we all were praying for 15 mins on our own. i almost fall on the chair. felt so giddy. i dunno whether is me wanting to faint or its the God's presence! LOL! anyways. it was good. haha. also one part when me and joy couldnt stop laughing. it was so funny! lol. oh yah! jo and nat came over to sit with us. im so happy. haha. i love them.

after the prayer meeting and after the debrief. okay. we got crazy. and start taking pictures! lol. will upload it. let the pictures do the talking den. we had loads of fun. im sad that jo and nat are not gonna be in the same cellgroup. i stil love them both alot! they are really great sisters in Christ. missing the times we had fun together! (:

hm. okays the pictures!

LOOK AT JOALIN! poor cleo. lol.

the true joy i found in my cellgroup + jo + nat. (:

2005-12-06T20:43:00.000+08:00

ah. papa says he will get me the cam soon.
i sometimes wonder when is his 'soon'. lol.

woke up at 1. supposed to meet papa at 1.
so he came over to pick me and head to school to buy books.
the books are like so thick. especially the amaths one.
like crazy pleaseeeeeee.

home den out again to meet hai.
hes getting his giraffe. so soft and fluffy!
wanted to get this book. i dint have enough.
lol. i dint bring enough out. i only bought 10 bucks out.
how pathetic. hahaha.
dinner at pastamania. couldnt finish it.
walked around. wenttt home.

prayer meeting tmr at EXPO.
peer leader briefing on thursday i think.

2005-12-05T22:19:00.000+08:00

bbbbannnd. DRILL. PRACTICE.
the practice was fine. i need to practise on some more parts!
drill was ah. tiring. so tiring. we had to do alot of the behlo or however you spell it. okays.
damn tiring. ahlin and me were like practically dying! we're under weijie. like argh.
he always drag his commands till soooo long. lol. junrong joined in after that.
we had to hook our hands. it was so funny.

to challenge the sky and heaven's above.
okays i guess we're almost done with this piece.

we ALL paiseh-ed tui to not go tm. okays. not exactly ALL of us.
junrong dint. but he dint wanna go tm after that.
ahyi went off with friend. ahlin me and junrong walked to tanahmerah.
tui went home. lol.

met kewei at bugis. fu lu shou bus stop.
she was late again. 45 mins.
she came. took bus to sherrie's.
sherrie gave me bs. slacked alittle.

i went home with eileenchia cos shes going for some usher thingy at EXPO. took bus to newton station and chatted along the way. the journey seems so short though! lol. there i am at home.

tong xin yuan last espisode. i know its crazy to say this.
but haha. its quite a nice song actually.
yay. i want the dadi to be with the mian mian! haha. so funny.
the dayang is so retarded. okays whatever.

buying schoolbooks tmr! whoa.
peer leader camp next week! fun fun fun!

2005-12-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

sunday. i practically sleep through the day.
woke up. ate. slept again. lol.

i was watching the star awards just now.
it was quite funny. cos they said thanks to the same people.
like some AH MU person or something. -.-
BUT WHO ON EARTH IS AH MU! haha. weird though.
some of the female actresses dresses were very nice!
lol. i thot tay ping hui was handsome. haha.
fiona xie isnt there. shes pretty!

ohwells. whatever. its singapore.
every year the same people gets the award.
okays hm. there's band tmr!

2005-12-04T03:02:00.000+08:00

okays. i somewhat realised that i love to blog.
for some reasons. hm. i dunno what.
even though there are times when there are obsolutely nothing to blog bout. how sad life can get. well, im bored la.

im sad. seriously. all of us i guess.
but the word is time. thats wad we need.
there are always changes in life we have to accept.

aiggghts. so now. its 3.02AM! its like so EARLY late. lol. okays. hm. i cant sleeeep. feeling all bored. my mum is so gonna scream at me if she see me stil awake.

"WHY ARE YOU STILL NOT SLEEPING. EVERYDAY SLEEP SO LATE! I SMASH THE COMPUTER DEN YOU KNOW."

sometimes i just feel like replying her.

"AIYA. YOU GO TO SLEEP LA. TALK SO MUCH."

HAHA. obviously i dint reply like that. you get the meaning of feel like?

time passed real fast. it seems like its just yesterday that i was complaining bout going to sec 2. NOW?! wad the. im going to sec 3 ald. sec 3 seems so wrong! sec 4 is worse though. i just hoped that im the one who finished my Olevels. DREAM ON please. 2 more years.

i felt like reading suddenly.
im not much of a reading person though.
lol. i just felt like. hm. shall go to the library one of these days.

i wanna change my skin again. even though i kinda of like this skin.
oooooooohwells.

GOODBYE JURONG.

HELLO EXPO.

2005-12-04T00:39:00.000+08:00

okay. im back from church.
hm. we're moving to expo next week.
its so fast. ive been in church irregularly for bout 1 year plus.

im sad. BrotherKenneth wont be leading our cell anymore. Pastor is taking over. its a good thing of cos. but stil i dun want BK to leave. i want him to continue to be our cellgroup leader. ohwells. its for the better i guess. like cleo said. changes always occur in big church. its true. its a matter of time. i cant ask joy and kewei to not be sad cos im sad too but stil, we have to stay strong!

took pictures near the rivera.
cabbed home. with eileen chia, marilynn and gina.

the cross!

rivera

the new E391.

my strength. (:

2005-12-03T15:44:00.000+08:00

lol. this is McClaw.
from the astroboy cartoon.

okays. hm. saturday. service 3 that is.
will blog bout it later again when im back.
meeting joalin and lifang at bedok platform!
LATERS! =)

2005-12-03T02:03:00.000+08:00

went out with wan just now. walked around.

wanted to get the bag me and ros liked. the heeren 'flash and splash' was out of stock. so walked around. found it at pacific plaza. decided to get another one instead of that. hm. its a green roxy toadbag. guess its big enough for camp! haha. i saw this adidas sling bag at heeren. ah. i like it. but ah. shall see if i should get it.

continued walking around. sat at ljs and eat.
walked around again. lol.
i couldnt bear to walk away and leave.

left to meet mum and the other auntys. dint want to go but heard that jingyi was there so i went. i miss her. its been long since i see her and even talk to her! hm. she bought a GUESS watch. its nice. the other auntys were crazy over the LV bags and gucci bags. my grandma bought my brother a taghuer watch. how nice. ate at soup restaurant. mum and others wanted to go to devils. which mean i have to go home on my own. okays. fortunately, they dint. =)

everybodys dancing in the moonlight.

2005-12-01T20:37:00.000+08:00

hm. came home not long ago. went to grandma's shop to work. was forced to go though. got 20 bucks. i was so tired la. it was so boring. argh.

had terrible tummyache today. that i just felt like dying.
lol. the feeling was horrid!

oh. im gullible. boo tricked me. oh and mervyn too.
-.- so idiotic man. audrey. dang!

everybodys dancing in the moonlight.

2005-11-30T19:13:00.000+08:00

band- woke up late!
well, i think i woke up at bout 6 plus. when tui called. i dint talk and continue to sleep. lol. den i woke up at 8.15am! gosh. lol. im like late ald. den rushed to school. ohwells. they had drill. i fall in and fall out again. how idiotic can i get. mingyao came and conduct the band. i left halfway.

walked alone to tanah merah. how pathetic. heh. met the people at bedok platform. saw kiats. miss her! and julia. went to outram park for the rock concert.

the drama was good. very nice. the band was fine too.
ate at suntec. blahblah.
went home!

its good to see kewei and joy again. we were getting all retarded together! its been long since we last chatted together and crapped together! =D

2005-11-29T02:53:00.000+08:00

aint good.
im feeling unhappily unhappy.
joy is feeling depressingly depressed.

how bad can that sounds and when boredom comes in killing you slowly.
okay. thats too much. lol.

im wasting my hols so far. wasting every single minute at home. how sad can that get. imagine. oh yah. i cant wait to get my camera. lol. im getting it soon ald. waiting for stock to come. cos im getting the black one instead of the sliver one. the black one is limited edition! lol.

ohwells.

youre out of reach. so faraway.
OUT OF REACH.
FARAWAY. get it. -.-
wth.

2005-11-28T15:48:00.000+08:00

i went for band today.
quit ma job ald. good thing and bad.
doubt id be getting the pay for the 2 days of work.
ohwells. im stil young. many other jobs waiting. haha. DIE la.

band was slacky i guess. 8am. i reached at 8.10.
weijie marked me as late. like AH. whatever.
they did drill. donna, ahlin and me dint. expected.
i drilled for a while and fall out myself.

we were supposed to end at 6pm but i guess we went to tell the teacher and argued abit. den we end at bout 1 plus! haha. how smart of us. okays. hm. thats stupid.

mr jais came! lol. his mood was fine today.
we played challenge the sky and heavens above.
we sounded disgusting and terrible when jonathan was conducting.
but after mr jais conducted. its wasnt that terrible afterall! lol. (:
he said i improved! how nice. haha. =))

went bedok to eat kfc.
donna, ahlin, tui and me.
slacked. den went home.
fell asleep in the bus. hit the window.
thought of the bus 12 thingy. lol. =)

youre out of reach. faraway.

2005-11-27T20:30:00.000+08:00

service 5. today.
Pastor Phil Pringle.
his CCC band is soo good. lol.
so rock rock one.

met up with papa and korkor for dinner.
ate at parkway. mini steamboat! nice. lol.
den after that korkor went back to work and he freaking refuse to take picture with us! so idiot one he.
supposed to get a digital cam.
but ah. my dad. zzz. decided to get another day.

should i get the sony cybershot one or the canon ixus i?
thats the sony one. i couldnt get the canon pic! ohwells.
the sony one is like freaking ex! gosh. like bout total 700 plus.
sony- 6.0 mega pixels.
canon- 5.0 mega pixels. ARGH.

2005-11-27T08:49:00.000+08:00

its so freaking early right now. 8.49am.
gonna go church later. service 5.

SO TIRED. zzz.

blog again laterrrr.
toodles. ((:

2005-11-26T19:43:00.000+08:00

home the whole day again! wasting my hols.
how could this ever happen. ohwells.

was listening to stickwitu by pussycatdolls.
so addicted to that song. dunno why.
somehow just like it alot alot. (:

gladys is gonna come back tonight.
like ah. finally? after hm. some time.

everyone is out now!
there i am, stucked at home.
wan is at aunt's house.
joy and kewei are out to church.
mervyn and boo are hitting town.

oh! i miss amanda lee.
the last time i see her is like so long ago.
miss the times taking pictures with her!
i love her alot. this sounds lesbiany.
but ah. who cares. i love her. i do!
hope to see her soon! (:

2005-11-25T16:26:00.000+08:00

did ma hair.
dun like it.
too straight! -.-

stayed at home today.
watched the taiwan drama.
xue tian shi.
cant believe im watching it.
but its kinda nice la!
been watching since im wake up!

have to work next week ald.
i so dread working.
cant take it man. so tiring.
and the people around me are just so different.
dint like it. at all. totally.

what the world needs now,
is love sweet love. (:

2005-11-24T00:47:00.000+08:00

my mum is getting alittle idiot these days again.
wads her problem. and i seriously cant imagine
-when shes having her menopause.

shes been finding fault with me today.
here are 2 examples.

[scene 1]
mum; *fart*
me; wa lau. you fart ah.
mum; very smelly ah. -stuckup-
me; i can smell wad! -.-

[scene 2]
mum; *reading the newspaper*
mum; why you must call pit cannot call bbq?
me; *wth?* its the same wad.
mum; pit is the thing you use to bbq wad.
me; we have pit. so means we have bbq.
mum; den why must say pit? cannot say bbq.
me; cos everyone calls it pit. *zzz*
mum; *continue reading the newspapers*

"why you must ask aunty (maid) to go and buy cup noodles for you? cannot buy yourself ah. at home whole day never do anything. dun even want to go down and get your own things. -turns to maid- stop treating her like a princess! you spoilt her ald!"

i seriously have no idea wads wrong with her.
i was on the phone. she start ranting bout me being lazy.
like gosh. MUM. YOURE THE SAME. JUST AS LAZY.

-.-

2005-11-23T16:40:00.000+08:00

home. boring.
not gonna go out i think.
neck hurts real bad! argh.

uploaded the pics.
and got the pics from nad too.

2005-11-23T00:38:00.000+08:00

ey ey. kewei and joy. stop spamming the board!
dun think i dunno. lol.

normal day. dint do much. cant go to the 2b pit initially.
but called up ma mum. she said i could go.
i told i'll be home before 10 but opps.
i came home at 11. =x

she didnt talk to me. so i kinda assumed that shes not angry with me? i said sorry though. cos this time its my fault. i made chicken wings for her! she dun feel well so she dint eat.

oh. met ros and fatin at pasir ris interchange. saw yingzhi. haha.
we took the bus to pasir ris park. it was stil raining! ahh.
was friggin cold. went to play at the water.
it was so quiet there.

2b classmates, daiyu, joelm, aldrich and bullu.

lalala. tried to set up the thing.
not really a very happy bbq pit though.

ohwells. i stil had my fun there. eating.
i think i ate alot.

lalalala. was so worried on the way home.
thanks nadiah's mama for the ride! =)

*will post the pictures of the bbq soon! (:

2005-11-21T14:59:00.000+08:00

okay. back. night safari!
will post some of the pics too.

met up with them at bout 6 plus.
nadiah, asri, mervyn, boo and bryan.
we took mrt to ang mo kio den bus138 to the night safari.
the journey is sooo long! neverending.
eventually, we stil reached there.
NIGHT SAFARI! =)

bought the tickets. 18 bucks.
animals. lol. the best one was the giant glying squirrel.
didnt manage to catch any pics of it. it was too fast ald.
and we couldnt use flash photography. oohwells. i stil use it for SOME. =x
watched the live animal show. it was cute. the otter i think. alittle dumb lar.
the girls went home. the boys went to simpang to eat.

GUESS WHO? lol.

2005-11-20T16:42:00.000+08:00

ohyah. if you dint realise. i changed ma blogskin! =)
cos joy changed. so alittle sick of that one.
i kinda like this. i took so long to do this!
its not that we're not good friends anymore or wad.
that we change the skin okay. lol. we're stil good friends!

woke up for service today. service 5. very good.
joalin couldnt make it so i went with cleo, ruben and bertrand.
sermon was power. the power of focus.
focus light has tremedous power.
but diffused light has no power.
Pastor Kong was very funny.

went for lunch after that opposite church.
nothing much actually. ate. ran for the shuttle bus.
BUT couldnt make it! cleo was dashing across the road. GOSH.
gave us a fright. ALL of us.

cleo was telling us bout some good bible verses.
=)

separate ways. and here i am.
HOME. (:

STRENGTH.
DISTINCTIVE.
REVELATION.

gonna go to night safari later.
i'm kinda excited. i haven been there before!
yes. i know i'm kuku LA! lol.
hope to get some pictures for you guys! (:
OUT.

2005-11-19T21:43:00.000+08:00

second day of work.

i woke up late! actually woke up at 8 plus, i went back to sleep den i woke up at 10.15. gosh. real late. screamed to mum. rushed to the toilet to bathe. got ready and rushed now to get a cab. thank God. there's a cab when i'm downstairs. was making ma hair in the taxi and blah.

i reached plaza sing at 11am. i was early i guess. andy was late. he came at bout 12 plus. all of us were waiting for him. bernice and weiping was assigned to do parkway exhibition. i'm left alone. ohwells. i dun mind. was sent to do at plaza sing. it was tiring and hot. i did with kenneth, alicious and xueting. kenneth is nonsensical and dumb. was supposed get 1 ots. but thanks to yun nam who have such a busy slot today. so we had bout 11 appointments altogether. slacked alot today. we couldnt get alot of people today. some just ignored us and continue walking without even telling us no thank you or no i dun want. like wads wrong with just opening your mouth to say no. or shake your head or even show me a sign that you dun want. BUT noooo. they gotta keep walking. -.- got rejected like so many times. den dun even feel like asking the other pple. ohwells. i'm supposed to convince them to give it a try and al. rejections are normal.

I AM SO TRYING TO COMFORT MYSELF.

ohwells. we left early. den waited for andy to come. end up, he had something on, couldnt make it. so we all left. took off for tmr till next sunday! woots. lol. =x told him just now. and he called. asked why. i was giving some nonsense excuse. i'm going out for some of the days and getting ma hair done in the week so cant work. nvm! shall start next week. i cant wait to get my first pay. i'm going shopping when i get it! lol. i cant waittttt. so excited for ma pay! if only they pay us after like one week or something instead of waiting for bout 3 weeks. its soooo long. I CANT WAIT. LOL. lalala. i hope for more ots. more and more. lol. i'm getting alittle zz.

2005-11-18T22:23:00.000+08:00

SHAGGED.

met up with joy to go to work today. my very first day of work. was sucky though. i didnt really know wad to do. wasnt familiar too. oh. incase you dunno. im working as a promoter. ohwells. wadever. was told to go to tiong bahru for work. went with weiping, pearl and bernice. asked around for pple. it was kinda terrible when pple start rejecting you and walk away from you.

did the things we have to do. bernice quarrelled with this customer. well, the customer was unreasonable and gave attitude first. that aunty tried to make it a super big thing by making a big fuss out of it. went up to london and make a big scene out of everything demanding an apology from bernice. which was totally nonsense. she was practically shouting. like WADS HER PROBLEM? andy didnt scold us but he wont be sending the 4 of us to tiong bahru branch anymore. hm. i dunno whether its good or bad though. haiya. i dunno. perphaps, customers are always right. but wad rubbish. you could have just reject her with a nicer tone of rejection without any sarcastism in it. ohwells.

i'm thinking of quitting the job but the pay was friggin' attractive. i totally cant decide at all. the working hours are damn long. its from 11am - 7pm. damn tiring! didnt enjoyed working also. firstly, i dun really know them and i totally cant fit into them. different worlds. english and chinese. secondly, its super tiring. thirdly, its hard to get customers and i only got ONE pathetic app today.

I CANT DECIDE.

2005-11-17T20:53:00.000+08:00

mygosh. i'm working tmr. i'm scared! =x

i woke up at 2.30 today. was hungry. after some dragging. went to pasir ris to make joy's ezlink card. but noooo. she was dilly-dally at home! lol. so the thing closed. we went for like lunch-dinner kinda thing. was deciding where to eat at white-sands. end up we had mac. how dumb! sat around. found out den im going to work tmr! ohmygosh. thats terrible. its scary. lol.

LALALA. 11am. so early!

2005-11-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO RIDHWAN.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MERVYN.
my two handsomes. zzz

lalalala. i had a great time with ma loves yesterday. even though something not very nice happen. but ohwells. we had fun after that! i went for the pit at 7 plus. i walked all on my own all the way to the pit which kinda seem endless! sat around. blah blah. some of them went home.

wasnt quite happy at first due to blah blah. den had some problems. hm. anyways. after everything. we left the pit and walked all the way to the jetty. me, joy, ros, wan, mervyn, asri, boo, finn, khai and sham. mervyn was rapping away. which was damn noisy! lol. den the boys went to strip him! lucky i brought ma cam! lol. den walked. they pitched the tent at the jetty. we sang the birthday song for the two birthday boys. before that mervyn was busy dedicating his rap and al. they started throwing the cake and i became one of the victim! they threw the cake right at ma face. thanks to mervyn. den ridhwan and finn started. zzz. -.-

they got damn high. especially mervyn. they jumped down into the jetty. they were so cute. guess wad? asri and finn wanted to throw me down too. how evil. was alittle wet. they were so dirty and wet! haha. sat around. chat. watch mervyn dance with his 101 dance steps. but it just seem the same! haha. nothing much. saw the sunrise! =)

went to parkway mac to have breakfast. was so sleepy and tired. that i was dozing off in the bus that my head hit someone's shoulder! how embarrassing! haha. anyways. i had fun!

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oh. den today. when i woke up. went to meet ma sister at town. it was raining heavily. so left for bugis. did some shopping. blah blah. talks and chats. dinner. home.

2005-11-14T17:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN CHIA.
-take care girl. miss you loads.
continue to shine for Him eh. (:

tummyache. terrrrible. from bout 2 till 4 plus. shucks man.

fetch nadiah from her bus-stop. went to school for the usher thingy and to check our subjects combi. mrs kow said we could actually check it on the net. ohwells. we waited for the thais to come. it was soo friggin' long! sat around and all. den they came. now, we have to wait for mdm koh to finish addressing them and all the other crap. walked them around the school.

when they're going back, they took pictures of us! lol. and we took pictures together too. went up to the AVA to eat. the food was normal. so much leftovers! den went home with ros and jingying. gotta usher again on friday i think. lalala. CIP points! =)

woo woo. its someone's birthday tmr! lol.

2005-11-13T20:45:00.000+08:00

i went for service 5 today.
it was grrreat. (:
seeing the Lord so near to me. crying in His arms.
telling me its alright. the feeling is so great.

went to jurong point to have lunch.
met belen at tamp mall.
alittle shopping.

HOME. lethargic.

gotta go to schoool tmr. ah. boring.

2005-11-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

chirstina aguilera- i turn to you.
nice song with really nice lyrics. (:

hols are driving me crazy. hm. no no not exactly! i've been rotting for days.

anyways, i woke up at 3pm today. been sleeping real late everyday and waking up real late everyday. mum went for work. she left food on the table for me. sweet eh. okays. i didnt do anything meaningfull or beneficial to the society today. haa. i feel so dumb as i typed that sentence out! i watched mtv and went online. wad else? ohwellls.

this week's service- Pastor Ulf Ekman.
ii wwanna ggo nehh$.

AHH. i'm ching chong! for that very minute. so dun worry! lol =D

oh. i miss joy and kewei. ookays. this may be alittle lesbian-ny but AH. who cares! i havent been talking to them much. seeing them. hanging out with them. hearing their voices. its been long long long. even though i stil talk to joy on msn but somehowits different lar. kewei. ah worse. i didnt even talk to her on msn. i just called her yesterday for dinner. but so happen that she and joy were fasting yesterday. anyways, i stil love you two alot lar huh. just miss you two. take care girls and eat your meals regularly even though you guys are busy serving now! ohwells. see you two real soon eh. <3
tian.darling.

2005-11-12T00:25:00.000+08:00

i woke up early today! lol.

i went to school for the briefing and it was cancelled! ah. den me and nadiah didnt know where to go cos it was sooo early. saw jill and qianrong. me jill and nadiah went to tamp mall for lunch. wanted to eat subway but it wasnt halal! so ate kfc instead. after that, jill went for training and nad and me went home.

slacked at home. didnt go out with mum. cos i got so lazy! watched cartoons and vcds. i looked into the mirror and decided to go cut my fringe. felt so pathetic! i went alone for the first time to cut ma hair. it wasnt that bad lar. lol.

mum's going out for dinner and aiya i dun want to follow her. belen is not back so went dinner with wan, boo, mervyn and faiz at airport. popeyes. den we allll went home. nothing much actually. talked and talked. blah blah.

horrible ahbeng. haiyo. lol.

2005-11-10T21:08:00.000+08:00

went out with mum today or rather i think i was supposed to work today! but i went back to sleep and my alarm came ringing. it was so retarded i tell you and to think i could hear it! oh. watched tv den got ready to meet mum at paya lebar and we had a hard time deciding where to eat so head to town, takashimaya.

we ate japanese food well, aint that nice. it was the ajisen dining. the servings was gosh! so big. i couldnt even finish half. walked around. bought clothes! i'm happy. lol. one from mango, another from zara and another from armani xchange. smiles! lol. zzz.

i miss my sister. the last time i see her was like so long ago. i hope she come back soon. and hope that i'll be able to go for service this weeek. ohwells. need to go to school tmr.

GOODBYE pple.

2005-11-08T20:08:00.000+08:00

ah. another boring day. ive been blogging and its been boring. can you imagine! mygosh. i'm wasting my sec2 hols and next year i gotta start mugging ald. its soo crappy.

anyways, i went to school today. i woke up late again. went back to retun my result slip and i didnt got back any photocopied result slip. i didnt even see maffy! mygosh. ms abraham is back. its like nightmare. shes like so scary even though theres nothing wrong with my attire or whatsoever. i just feel shes scary. ohwells. den left for tamp for burger king with mervyn boo and farid. we went to meet nadiah and jill at cityhall and walked around like till our legs break or something. we walk till suntec and all. sat around and started laughing. lol. laughed alot today.

den we took 14 back. saw sayhai and the other ruggers, called them. and met them at tm. but me and nadiah just walked around on our own and left for home sweeet home.

2005-11-07T19:10:00.000+08:00

just came back from regina's funeral. attended two funerals ald and that isnt a good thing. ohwells. we placed the flowers on her and said the prayers den went to church to pray and followed by the cremation. the cremation was bad. they all cried and i couldnt helped but cry too. it was sad but shes with the Lord now. its great. angels singing for her. how nice.

ah and now my eyes hurt like crazy.

she'll be remembered and missed by us dearly!

gonna go back to school to return the result slip.

2005-11-06T22:33:00.000+08:00

was supposed to go clark quey with boo and others. but ah. they took so long just to decide on the place. thats like real dumb. den in the end, we stayed and home and chat. how nice isnt it. den met up sayhai and poh for dinner since i had nothing to do. so went for dinner and ate ice-cream at swensens! woo. love it. had earthquake. and poh is having his olevel tmr. lol. all the best to pple whos taking their o's tmr! =)

met up sayhai and poh for dinner. den ate ice-cream at swensens. earthquake. woot. great. 8 different flavours.

ice-cream ; earthquake.

clean eh.

2005-11-06T14:32:00.000+08:00

i dun feeel gooood.

i feeeel terribbble.

damn hell terribbble.

wadds goinggg on..

arssse offfff.

devil.

this is my beautiful classmates. i love them.

2005-11-05T23:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPYBIRTHDAY KIRBY! =D

mygosh. i feel that i've been wasting my hols like nobody's business. havent been going out much and i feel damn wasted bout it? ohwells. i was supposed to call wan up at 7 today. but as you know, i overslept. so yea. belen forced me up to go to work today. so without any choice to choose. i woke up and went to work. work was fine. ate and drank. den packed the sweets and sealed them up. put price tags and all. aunty and uncle were quarrelling. okays. like whatever.

den went to regina's wake. hm. i felt so sad. it was a catholic ceremony. my eyes were filled with tears. i went to look at her at her coffin. she look the same but yet difference. okays nvm bout it. i miss her. den we had prayers together. and yeaps. we should be happy for her! shes going to heaven to meet Jesus and have a white party with the angels. natalie is so poor thing. shes only 2 and her mum left her. ann brought her to see her mum and she thot her mum was sleeping. it hurts to see her like that. shes stil a kid though.

den uncle thomson sent me and belen home. cos the auntys were playing mahjong. its like so ZZZ! -.- anyways, thanks for the ride. wonder wad i'm gonna do tmr. i hope i can stop wasting my hols this way. its like super meaningless. i need more clothes. any sponsors?

2005-11-04T18:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA.
not as close as last time but i stil love you loads alright.
youre not forgotten. take care girl. <3

went to school to collect my results.
i miss the video that mr yip showed the class.
i heard its pictures of our baby photos! with pictures of joel and joy too. haha.
how nice. =) but ohwells, nvm.

cos i was late. woke up at 930 and i was supposed to meet joy at 930 but we both woke up late. was so tired. cant sleep last night. things happened and all. den woke up at 5 plus to wake wan up. den went back to sleep for another hour. den woke up. chiong to the toilet and get ready. went downstairs and it was drizzling. it was damn pathetic cos there's isnt a single vacant cab lar. was like super kancheong. den finally got a cab.

went to school and al. collected my results. it was sucky i guess. didnt do my best. shall study hard next year! we'll only know our classes on 1 dec. hope i can get into same class as those pple i know. okays. but nvm. practcally the whole sec 2 express know each other. so everyone's fine i guess.

head to changi GH to visit syahidah. admitted into hospital due to food poisoning i think. poor girl. have to celebrate her second day of hari raya in the hospital. den went to eastpoint to meet brotherkenneth, kewei, joalin and fabienne. den me sayhai and clarissa left for tamp mall to find soft toys. lol. bought a pony for ramizah. its damn cute lar. i want it for myself! haha. wadever.

and now, i'm home.

i'm drawing further and further.

2005-11-03T17:40:00.000+08:00

feeling kinda down now. cos regina passed away just now. i dunno wad to say. the feeling of her not around to nag at me to study hard. not seeing her playing mahjong with the auntys. not seeing her at our super duper big gatherings. not going to shopping with her. just feels funny. hm. she has cancer and like i just saw her yesterday. den today shes gone. but ohwells, it might be better for her i guess. i dunno. i dunno wad to say. i'm sad.

sorry joy, joalin and jadyn for not going to the bible marathon. dunno you guys are angry with me anot but yea. sorry.

gonna stay home since something so bad happened. not gonna go visit larraine ald.

anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOALIN AND CLEO. =)
hope you guys enjoy your birthdays somehow. GOD BLESS.

shall stop here.

2005-11-02T15:29:00.000+08:00

ah. woke up at 1pm just now. slept at 4. woo. shag. lol.

today is gonna be boring. have to stay at home with mum. and shes sleeping. how dumb and i totally have nothing to do. besides watching tv, online-ing and rotting. another day of my hols wasted. think i'm have to go to my grandma's shop to work again tmr. ah. i dunno.

ohwells, this is boring.

talking to ramizah on msn now. woots. shes cute. and shes just like ridhwan. like brother like sister. all just as BHB! hha. =)

2005-11-01T21:54:00.000+08:00

its a tuesday. yea.
HAPPY DEEPAVALI. ey ey ey.

went to town with my dearest classmates but ohwell, not all.
me, nadiah, ros, jill, boo, alfresco, aldrick, clement and sid.
den vivienne and claire came along after our movie.

was supposed to meet nadiah at 10 today. but ah. we both woke up late. den went to meet her. she went to cut her hair! but theres not much difference too. just alittle shorter and layered-er. lol. hm. head to tanah merah to meet the others. den went town. did nothing actually. saw douglas at cineleisure. he was working at cineplex. lol. yeaps. den went to heeeren and walk around den went back again. watched ZORRO! its like super nice lar. i mean thanks to boo and nad if not i wont know who on earth is zorro! haha. so funnny. the show is nice. funny. lol. was laughing alot alot. and walked around till our legs break. got the present. den lalalala. HOME.

gotta stay home tmr. cos mum's not working. well, just gonna accompany her i guess. cant wait to know wad class i'm gonna be in next year. i wanna know who's in my class too! lol.

twit.

2005-10-31T22:16:00.000+08:00

damn shag! okays.

worked today at grandma's shop as a cashier. well, i got $20 for that. i ate while working. lol. ate chocolates, biscults and sweets. okays. forget it. but i worked lar. nothing much though.

gonna hit town tmr i think. well, i'm not sure yet. haha.

i feeeeel kinda happy today. i dunno why.
but i'm feeling super excited now lar!!

2005-10-30T17:07:00.000+08:00

this is B O R I N G .
my start of the hols are totally disastrous.
i'm stuck at home with nothing else to do!

1 nov- town for movies with classmates.
4 nov- getting back results.
10 nov- samantha's party.
15 nov- ronald's pit.
23 nov- 2b pit/movie date.

my gosh. BORING. lol.
even though its not confirmed yet.

i cant wait for 5 nov to passssss.

2005-10-27T19:11:00.000+08:00

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. well, i should feel happy? but i'm not.

okays. we took loads of pictures today! pictures of maffy too. but my reader cant read my damn card. how shitty. patience is wad i need right now. school was fine just now that lifescience part was boring to the maximum of that core. it was so boring that we started taking pictures again. before that was going around with nadiah and sayhai to collect money! kaching. and well, BEFORE that, we were playing the king king game. it was super fun lar. i mean real fun. made loads of noise. haha. took pictures of pple doing the dare. heh. (: just so love my class?

maffy told us our results. he delay us for like 45 mins? argh. okays. nvm. thanks to the stupid lifescience lesson. i know my overall and level percentage. kinda suck and i drop alot alot. but ohwells, who cares.

overall percentage- 65.6.
level position- 69.
just hoping that i can get into 3b. and i think my subjects combinations are confirmed ald.
-english, chinese.
-e maths, combined science [physics, chem]
- history humans, social studies.
- a maths, poa.
*thats bout it i guess.

after school. went to eat with hai, joy and mervyn. nothing much though.
wan went for training and kewei didnt come to school. wasted.

I LOVE MY CLASS TWOB.
its the last day of school. how sad. i'm so gonna miss ALL my classmates. even yingzhi, peiqi or mayb even yongshuang. argh. they are so great man. i love them all. they get so crappy at times and so idiotic at times. it seems like its just yesterday that i was complaining to nadiah ros and syahidah that 2b sucks. totally. but now, i'm telling them that 2b rocks to the very core. LOL. how funny. and how time flies. disturbing maffy together. singing birthdaysongs to the teachers and trying to fake that its their birthday so we need not do the test and we could waste some time of the lesson. so cute eh. our 2b song. with sid and euvin leading the classs. at least we made maffy happy with that. all the helping each other to get out of the maffy trouble. and all getting INTO the maffy trouble. so united? all going against him. and sharing maths worksheet to copy. so we can hand up to maffy. lol. gonna so miss it all. I LOVE ALL OF THEM.

our class motto; BE BOLD, NOT BALD. haha.

well, i love you guys so much! =) you guys play a grrreat part in my sec school life!

2005-10-27T18:52:00.000+08:00

went to school today.

nothing much though. had the leaps talk. ohyah. before that, went up on stage to take prize. like alittle dumb. cos its like for a 5 dollars popular voucher. i was thinking bout wad if i trip and fall. how embarrassed i'll get man! haha. my beautiful classmates shouted for me. LOL. aww. they shouted YINGHUI! so cute man them. back to leaps talk, it was not as boring as i thought lar. at least i know how much points i have now. isnt that bad. 1 bonus point off ald. but felt that there are many things they didnt count. they gave me the leadership points for prefect. even though i didnt complete the 2nd year. but yah. nvm! heh. ((: was chatting with nadiah. den went around school to get the sec1 peerleaders' tshirt size. den lalala.

peeer leader meeting after school. collected the money for the peerleader camp. okays. hm. they are many sec1 peerleaders man. lol. its like much more den our batch. much much more.

wan waited for me in the canteen. left school with them. we went home first. den after that went down to have a "late" lunch. we tested sayhai the number number thingy. lol. den ahpoh start to test us all the other rubbish. well, haha. they bullied me. so fine den. and lalala. wads else. i dunno. oh. i went home.

tmr is gonna be the last day of school. feeling super sad.

2005-10-26T16:53:00.000+08:00

okays. went home early today.
mood today = shitty at first. not so shitty later.

school is as usual boring? i went to school alone without going to tanah merah to meet wan. cos joy and mervyn are going to school late. so yah. felt super guilty. cos he was waiting alone. they didnt wanted to come to school but they came for ME! woo. i mean like touched. such great friends. cos they wanted to cheer me up. gosh. i love them so much. THANKS ALOT.

we had this grooming course. which is totally wah wah BORING. was day-dreaming somehow. den had farewell assembly. which is like kinda boring too lar. nothing much. well, 2b screamed alot. again. performance and blah blah. nothing much either. mr tay is offically leaving bds. which is kinda sad lar. but having mr luk isnt as bad as well. hes quite nice i guess. lol. den slacked in the canteen for a while. den left for home.

kewei went for CO. den went home. and blah. while walking to the bus stop. i had fun. cos mervyn joy and wan were like busy crapping! heh. i mean they can really make me happy with all their dumb and lame little talks or something. i dunno how they do that. but i felt so blessed with them in my life. not forgetting kewei too. the 4 of them are very very important to me. they so rock my life. =) i just love them. feel so idiot writing this down.

but well, yeaps. i love them! <33
i love hotfudge.
hotfudge loves me.
berrynice yoghurt loves mcflurry.
mcflurry loves berrynice yoghurt.

but AH. I LOVE ALL. haha.

*I GOT BACK MY PHONE. SWEET EH. LALALALA.

2005-10-25T21:08:00.000+08:00

since i got nothing to do. shall blog.
wan, joy, kewei and mervyn were all out just now.
so i slept for bout 3 hours.

not sure whether there's band tmr. totally have nothing to do at home. i mean yah. i just like jumping down. but obviously i wont. just felt like it. cos been feeling so shitty and all. wads more?

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2005-10-25T14:05:00.000+08:00

i'm stil feeling as shitty as ever. its been such a long time since i last felt the way i am right now. well, wad can i say? nothing.

my sister tried talking to me. cos shes not working today. but i kinda just ignore her completely. i'm not angry with her or anything though. but i just dun feel like opening my mouth to talk. imagine wad attitude i will give her when i start talking? and later, she will be unhappy and pissed with me. so i rather just shut my mouth.

okays. wad should i do now?
its after exams. but i dun feel like its after exams. thanks to you mama.

anyways, thanks to these pple who talk to me and make me feel better! =)
brotherkenneth, adam, joy, mervyn and sayhai. thanks alot.
now i know that there are pple who are willing to catch me when i fall.

2005-10-24T22:43:00.000+08:00

what can i say. i'm just super pissed. wads her friggin' problem. wadthehell man.
frustration. can you just be reasonable? just for once?

RESULTS RESULTS. YOU CAN ARSE OFF.

maffy called my mum and ask her why i wasnt in school when friggin hell i'm in school sitting in the hall listening to the boring little talk. wads his problem. cant he just check before he start calling pple's parents and ask why isnt their kids in school? i was friggin' late can. he is not even in the hall when i came in.

another boring school day. was late again. many were late. me, joy, kewei, ruifeng, haojie, mervyn and wan. stayed in the hall the whole day. with those crime-y talks. and smoking talks. had some script writing thingy. like boring lar. was planning the class bbq with vivienne. yah. its like waste of time going to school. was held back by mr sum for some so called one minute of slience thingy. i just found out that one minute of slience equals to five minutes of slience. sweet eh. den he dismissed us class by class. one of the first few classes to go. den went to the canteen. was super tired? was practically sleeping. den while i sleep, luci clarissa joy and kewei were doing some trick thingy with the pokercards. i dun really know wads happening cos i was sleeping. we ordered kfc and ate in school.

its been long since we 5 last sat down to eat or even talk together. we talked bout many things bout the past. it was so funny back den. how childish we are last time. it was fun lar. they made my day. we went to the playground den mervyn and wan followed.

well, my day is quite a happy one. but someone just had to spoil it.

2005-10-23T21:59:00.000+08:00

i went for service 5 today.
with joy, joalin and fabienne.
service was good. presence was very very good.

den went to have lunch and took the chartered bus to boon lay.
saw tobie, cleo, isaac and 2 other guys. yeaps.
joalin and fabienne went to jurong point. den me and joy head to kewei's house.
tobie and isaac were crapping all the way along the home. great to have them in our trip. =)

den yah slack. joy came over.

2005-10-21T20:26:00.000+08:00

TGIF.
ah. its been a tiring week. even though i didnt do much.

anyways,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIA.
-you've been a great great sister to me and all of us. lucks for your olvls! =)

went to the pets and fish farm yesterday and also the changi beach.
with sister, kelin, joy and kewei. took loads of pictures! haha. been great.

school was fine. did nothing much. had the english enrichment. it was fun! i mean not as boring as i thought. had fun acting out. den we girls played truth or dare in class. just as the boys wanted to play as well, beena came in. she seems angry or something. ah i dunno. and i dun want to know. so yah. had mother tongue. it was boring. yah.

den had cellgroup today at cleo's h0use. cellgroup was alright.
sermon was on prayer brings personal revival. hmm. yeaps.
sister liqin lead the cell! shes great! she was the one who helped me during the start of my walk with God. yeaps. shes a great sister! had a small little talk with her.
games was fun. haha. got all crazy though.
den fellowship and left for joalin's house to do joseph's card!
know wad? i think the card is real nice. =x LOL!
went home with kewei after that. they are gonna go for OPM.
argh. i want to go.

okays. lalala.

so gonna miss my classmates next year.
they've been grrreat. love ALL of them. even yongshuang.
so rock. and maffy, even though he suck sometimes. but overall, he's nice i think.
i dun wanna leave 2b. i dun wanna go sec3.
imagine the stress. AH.
its bout 1 more week to the hols. i dun really look forward to the hols.
imagine wad hell i'm gonna get by my mum. due to my results.
its irritating. yes very.

2005-10-20T14:36:00.000+08:00

okays. pon-ed school today.
not exactly pon-ed. but at least i have a valid reason. lol.
so i guess thats good enough.
but i woke up in the morning at 6.30.
den changed into my uniform. but decided not to go to school so went back to sleep.

i miss my classmates! wonder wad did they do today.
i love my class! maffy called.

think gonna meet joy and kewei later.
so bored. argh. gonna go school tmr. i just miss my classmates. haha.

shall blog later.

2005-10-19T12:55:00.000+08:00

it hurts definitely.

i'm there for you girl.
with loves. loads and lots.

2005-10-18T23:26:00.000+08:00

okays i just felt like blogging for no particular reason.
dunno wad to blog about too.

i felt that i've changed.
not really sure to wad.

i've changed my attitude towards my studies.
hmm. thats one thing for sure i guess.

i used to be all stressed up when i didnt do my homework and that i'll start crying like there's no tmr. that i want to do well for my tests and exams. even though i didnt study but somehow, i made an effort to pay attention in class. talk bout now, i dun even pay attention in class. either i end up sleeping or i end up talking and crapping. i dun even care bout my homework and results. felt that all those are useless. i mean seriously its useless. kewei told me that jo said youre gonna die anyway so wad for study? but wad bout your life in between living and death? i'll just suffer. i know i'll suffer if i dun study hard now. but i cant seem to care much? like wads wrong man. someone just slap me hard to wake me up?

ah. wads the use of saying all these. hahaha.
its like so depressed? well, i'm not.

dun wanna act like i am too. lol.
i'm happy? i think so. haha. =)

2005-10-18T19:11:00.000+08:00

LAST DAY OF EXAMS.
nothing to rejoice bout. argh.
cos i practically screwed my exams. yah.
so wadever.

went out after school. usuals.
wan, kewei, mervyn and joy.

went to parkway. fooled around.
was tired. took pictures! lol.
lame and dumb ones.

okays.